好久，好久

終於，我累完了。學校的功課把我弄得筋疲力盡，還沒有到考試，我就已經有種想死的衝動。不禁感嘆一句，讀書這時傷腦筋啊。
最近的生活很乏味，於是就很想放鬆一下。於是，昨天，和朋友一起去了Shuffle Music.Bistro.Bar 發洩一下。那邊的環境不錯，還有駐唱的樂隊，唱的也大都是華文歌。還有現在非常紅的Gangnam Style以及福建和粵語歌。那個歌手相當的專業和多才多藝。
一邊喝酒，一邊聊八卦，旁邊的女友問對面的男生，你認為我們這些人里，誰會先談戀愛？他們談得很投機，我想他們也許都寂寞了吧～
其實最近感覺身體有點不適，所以不勝酒力，一下兩下，我就想睡覺了。莫非我真的老了？有點心酸～
還是最愛和小悅一起去比較開心，因為我們會自high,自娛自樂。所以，『啊宅』在這裡喊話了，“小悅小姐，我們幾時再去自high一下？”
說道小悅，就想起我們上個拜五，一邊作功課，一邊自high, 為什麼呢？就是我們得功課需要畫畫，而小悅得畫畫真的是無比可愛，具體得內容，只可意會，不可言傳，大家就當時女人們的怪喜好吧。
最後，我就給大家看看我們功課的一小部份成果吧～非常自豪的嚛

奇蹟

站在懸崖端，一切皆變得抽離。我想要這一秒的停止，我的世界也將在這一秒中停止，我這樣的想著。

漫步在風花雪月的早晨，一切皆變得冰冷。我想要這一秒的寧靜，我的世界也將在這一秒中寧靜，我是這樣期盼的。

眼淚放肆地從臉頰滴落，一切皆變得殘酷。我想要這一秒的放肆，我的世界也將在這一秒中放肆，我是這樣的絕望。

對這樣的人生，我投注了全部，而最終，我得到了什麼？

閉上雙眼，一切皆變得黑暗，也許這就是人生的真實寫照。而倔強的眼淚還在執著地在禁閉地雙眼中尋找一個出口。而這樣的出口有時也會隱隱作痛，因為再也無法愈合。

誰能夠幫我看看，到底是我生病了？還是這世界病了？為什麼彼此變得如此冰冷，陌生。

救救我？還是殺了我？那一種才是真正的解脫？

也許，不是每個問題都會有一個答案，就是這樣的模糊不清，才是最真實的。

天空突然下了一場雨，諷刺的是，是一場人工雨。沒有烏雲，但在不遠處，我看到了你！

冥思

今天，是一個黑色星期六，也是一個人的生日。
首先，我要向生日的人道歉，影響到你的心情，我很抱歉。真的非常對不起，希望你能原諒我。
道歉完畢之後，我也想要說一下對阿兵哥的看法。阿兵哥，就是服兵役的人。非常的尊敬他們，覺得他們為國家服務，胸襟寬廣，非常有抱負。而阿兵哥也本該如此。
然而，每件事情，都猶如硬幣的兩面，有正也有反。說每個阿兵哥都很偉大，還需要仔細推敲。男人的肩膀如果挑了國家的擔子，那麼家裡呢？難道可以無所不做？變成一個小霸王？
我對此感到疑惑，力氣用的對，是奉獻，用錯了，就是暴力了。
人與人之間相處是平等的，在兵營里卻並非如此。男人的霸權主義立刻體現無疑。有階級，有命令，有一切的一切，都太不符合我們在兵營外的凡人。
也許，阿兵哥是需要安慰？鼓勵？正面的力量？而我們凡人，就應當受到責罰？被打？負面的崔挪？
我實在無法認同這一極端的態度。我尊重你們，但你們是否可以踐踏別人的尊嚴？不要忘記，認識互相的！
兵營中的生活，只有阿兵哥們才能體會，但不要覺得自己很委屈，從而把自己的委屈擇加在家人的頭上。希望你們也能關心我們，愛護我們。 不要把我們當作敵人，一直向我們進攻，摧毀我們。
溫柔，是每個人都可以擁有的。希望阿兵哥不要太過於MAN了。

BillBoard New Songs

OMG, there is a new song by Taylor Swift came out last week, And ranked as NO.1 in Billboard. I love the song so much and its name is" We are never ever get back together". It is so cool, right?

The lyrics of this song is quite interesting and suitable for our love life. Boyfriends sometimes will take girlfriends for granted. They always said they are very busy, well actually they are going for other girls. Haiz, As a fashion lady, we shall not tolerate this unfaithful relationship. Life without him is still exciting and beautiful.  So this is a very encouraging and cheerful song I think!

Another song in the billboard which is also my favorite song is"Good Time" by Owl City &Carly Rae Japsen.

Initially I think it is a very clubbing song. As the music beat and rhythm is quite strong. Well, the MTV concept is not as what I thought. The MTV shows us the freedom of human like us. Get out of the city and camp inside the forest. We can run, swim, dance, but not being stress. The MTV give me another meaning of this song.

Enjoy these songs ~ and you can find out more nice songs on Billboard List.
XOXO~

We are Camwhore

Time passed so fast, now already the fourth week for school. I have completed one assignment so far and next week I will have a oral presentation with yue. Nervous? Feel Still Okay. 

Normally what Yue and I usually do is keep self-taking photos. And we will never get fed up of it. We can take photo wherever we are such as Lecture hall, Toilet, Cafe, Even Corridor etc.

What shall I say? We are really Camwhore <3

Smile!! Wink~ 

Naughty Expression yeah~

er~ Take photo, take photo~ Normal

This is my most favorite shoot! I love the color of yue's cloth and hair. So yellowish ~ And it is bright yellow with blonde hair~ Very unique rite? 

Camwhore will keep taking photo and hope our photo shooting skill will be improved as well. Oh, Want a couple date to watch movie "xi li ren qi" with yue and her bf. It is just a random thought!

It is going to be 12am. Going to sleep le. Sweet dream babes !!

XOXO.

 

Autumn Season

Just updated my playlist below! Put some songs that match the Autumn Season. Hope you can take some time to enjoy the music and think deeper during this special season. Not only sadness, but also got   few memories to recall and let it pass through our mind.

Two songs are from singer Birdy. Her voice is very unique and got a magic to calm people down even during the busy moment. And, one of the songs called"shelter" is put as an ending song of" Vampire Diary".

I choose another two special songs which are from japanese animation, one is titled as:" Love to the end" from Inuyasha. The other is called:"Legend of Ashitaka" from a movie called"Princess Mononoke".

This four songs are specially recommended to you. Hope you enjoy them and this Golden Autumn Season as well.

那一剎那，感觸

最近有些忙，好像沒有時間靜下心來，享受一下生活。當開始忙碌的時候，就會有壓力，就會有煩惱。人生開始變得灰暗，心情越發容易急躁。昨天就是如此。

好多事情，不是我們能控制的，好多事情，又仿佛是我們錯過了。

有人美夢，有人驚醒，有人歡心，有人愁苦。本來就是一種輪迴。曾幾何時，我已不會為了別人開心而開心，反而開始自憐。這是一種自虐，而不是嫉妒。

昨天的某一瞬間，我仿佛有點不能自己。在教會，大家都在禱告，我站在其中，又仿佛是一個看客。這個世界，上帝愛世人，不論你富貴貧窮，上帝都愛你。果真如此的話，為何我還會自憐，我到底在可憐什麼？

也許，我是有點觸景生情了，也許，我太需要愛我的家人了。也許，我還是不能一個人快樂的生活。也許，我更本不是一個孤獨者。 

當我看到媽媽關心孩子的情景時，我確實是可憐的。也許，這就是自由的代價～

看一看周圍，也許某一天，那個人將去一個很遠的地方。在他遠行前，珍惜彼此在一起的每分每秒。人生沒有不散的宴席，人生短暫，還在等什麼？